I remember walking towards the truck with the keys in my hand. To many keys, she always had to many keys. It was warm and the wind was blowing a fair bit. I walked through the police lockup gate and stepped onto the gravel. The gravel was loose and crunched underneath my feet breaking the … Continue reading Aftermath of a Suicide
Numbness, why can't I feel myself? My soul tingles from its loss, Oh I feel to much! I feel to much! Overloaded, so overwhelmed, useless I am useless! Nothing, I am nothing! Black swirls in my mind, in my heart, memories, darkness, help me! God! Where are you? Don't you love me? I hate you! … Continue reading The Struggle
Days had flown by while scrambling to make all the arrangements for the funeral. Finally with all the details hammered out it was time to tackle the hardest part. I arrived at the apartment on a beautiful summer morning that only confused the task at hand because of its very opposition to what needed to … Continue reading Unexpected Visitor
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